Should I mumbling?

I was merajuk today...actually since last nite...he bought a flight ticket but he never discuss with me..some more asked me to buy same date with him..I have to apply another leave..adoi..

he sms me but I dont feel to reply...he call me so many time today...yeah...u r too good for me..I just moody myself maybe didnt give u a chance..isn't it? nah...it's me...up to me..

I called my mama..she said dont be like that..pity him..yeah but he didnt pity me..how come?

argh..feel like want to dunk in the pool for the whole nite..which pool? swimming pool la...yeah its not nice when its only an imagination...

Baskin Robbins

Today we had training again..& tomorrow also..so tired & sleepy bcoz this time we just click & see the function without show our skill like html before..

after lunch I was alone..Leona got something to do, ordered by her boss...owh...bored..the Trainer teach me personally, just seat beside me & show the functions & the links...

At 3pm, after finish the training...quickly I went down..to see my new students...wow..nowadays our teenagers so confident...event I asked only 1 word they can reply me a paragraph...!@#$%^

dont play2 with me..u dont know me..

5.30pm sharp Leona called me...then Privena..yeah..they all already packed their things to go back...when I reversed my car, suddenly Leona asked me to stop...asked me pen some more...huh? then she took my toll receipt..huh?

owh..actually today is their boss's birthday, he knew that 3 of us r closed...Leona wrote something in the paper..yeah assume that is a besday card..we put our signature...

Actually this is my main reason to went back early today...today got 31% off for baskin robbins ice creams...It's actually every 31st in any month...so if the month end with 30 thats mean no discount on that day...

I just bought 1 pint..enough la..later not finish..then sayang kan...

Damansara Heights

Early morning Privena told me a bad news...PTPTN officer in our office was sick. she was admit in the SJMC...what? feel sorry for her...

But she also leave some 'souvenir' for us...actually I was help her to prepare some documents since yesterday but since I've got more important work at my department...I asked her to do herself...sorry I'm not her assistant...

But today...she personally told Privena on d phone...u all must complete the docs by today & send it to PTPTN as well...ish..feel like want to continue my dream...

We was like 'lipas kudung' to finished the works...wargh...at 3pm we went to Damansara Heights to submit the forms & documents...Privena just waited in the car while I & Leona went to the office...finally...we did it....

this is our happy faces while driving back to office...its not easy to go out together like this...

Kuah ala2 kicap..

Dah 2 minggu myB pegi pool...so xde la masa nak bejalan2 or santai2 di memana lake garden...dia rushing...breakfast pun dekat2 sajer...kedai mamak ler...aku ok je la..since x makan nasi kat situ...so amik la roti telur..tapi dal xde..dah abis..bleh x dia bg kuah seakan2 msk kicap...

makan je la..itupun dah myB sound aku...ye la..seumur idup aku mana aku penah mkn dgn kuah tu...mesti la aku ter'pingu2' kan...

lepas bfast tu niat aku nak g car wash..tp macam nak ujan..so aku balik umah...bila dah balik umah, automatic aku sleepy..seakan2 ada tarikan yg sangat kuat pada bed aku...ZzZzZ..

26 July - MyB birthday

Yeah..I have a date on last Saturday...actually Friday nite he saw me already..bcoz he miss me I guess...haha...yeah actually I plan to give him a surprise at 12am sharp but I'm not ready except a birthday card...

He brought a pack of durian..his friend brought from Tg Malim... wow..yummy...as good as durian kampung...love u B..haha...he just smile when I eat 1 by 1..until he say..I think its enough..dont finish it later u cannot sleep..its 'hot' ..yea..okkk...

This is Saturday story...after work I went back..& tested some cloths...hehe..yeah..bcoz of his besday I have to wear something nice not as usual..tshirt & jeans..

around 8.30pm I went to his house..parked my car & we went to....William's...yea..last time he told me that he knew the way to that place..but..we lost ok..

lucky Leona was on9 at d house so I asked her to view Lily's blog..coz there's a map to William...tq very much to Leona..I owe u...

We ate meatball carbonara & lamb chop...wah...speechless...yummy...we ordered a big ribena lychee...cannot believe..its not enough for him..

After that his friend called him to go to Setapak Uptown...we just walked around..bcoz we already shopping on last Thursday...on the way back they asked for drink...I'm so sleepy...so we just went back...

Sleepy...tired..

Today I'm so lazy to go to work...argh...until 8am then, I went to take my bath...wargh...so lucky our office near by only...

Today we had pizza for our lunch..yesss..the new star cheez pizza by pizza hut...yummy...

Actually our boss's PA wanted to try it..so she asked us to share with her..

I help her in her office...she asked for it after I submit some of documents to her...until half day even she asked for the whole day...but I just take half day coz 1 of makcik at my dept will make her "fancy" face..wargh...so hungry & headache...bcoz I have to key in & check every single details...

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I told myB..he asked me to go to clinic & take mc...cannot la...no time for me..

Then at 2pm he call me...asked my condition..asked me to take some rest...at least he still take care of me even he's so bz with his work..

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At evening I cannot tahan already...Privena drove the car...I reach our house & slept...zZzZz

What I'm trying to say?

I'm so lazy lately..lazy to update my blog...why? dont know...

I've got draft my entry but maybe need some review before I upload to my blog...

Till then..c ya...

ZzZzZ...

Sorry Myb..

He fetch me at my office..actually it was late bcoz he slept..after I call then only he wake up..I think I was rude to him...I scolded him on the phone..thought he forgot our date..

We went to Mid Valley...he actually wanted to eat asam laksa, but he said the taste is so bad..then we exchange ..but he's not enjoy his meal...sorry b..after that he sent me home...

BUZZ!!!
MyB: salam...
Aku: salam..
Aku: b...bb minta maaf ye.. Aku: bb cakap kasar dgn b tadi...marah2..
Aku: sorry...
Aku:
MyB: accepted....
Aku: tq so much
MyB: baju td.. ok x?
Aku: ok..dah try dgn kasut..
Aku:
Aku: suar b tu ok ke? Aku: mcm besar je..
MyB: ye ke? MyB: besar skit xpe kot...
Aku: yang...klu tdo ckp tau...
MyB: ok... MyB: kengkawan keje dtg umah... mkn durian
Aku: b pun mkn durian lg ke?
MyB: x... MyB: ok lh bb.. MyB: sok jgn lupe tau..
Aku: ye..
MyB: kejut b...
Aku: bb x lupa..
MyB: thx..
Aku: skali tu je maxis wat hal kan..
MyB: nite..
Aku: gnite

signed out. (7/25/2008 12:17 AM)

Multimedia Training

Its quite so long I didn't practice my multimedia knowledge...even I choose major in Multimedia for my Dip. last time...Actually nothing much that we learn just important method to update our company web site...

Start 10am to 3pm...someone got jealous...the way she did her work & she asked me or tell me something, its so obvious...I asked 1 of my big boss why we have chosen for the training, in front of her! Its easy answer...We r IT graduate so its more comfortable & ease for us..

Enough for today...I cannot stand anymore...dont care about my working environment...

as long as I complete my work its enough for me..

I've to see myB...

New bike..

Sunday...he rushed to scuba class...

but he still have a time for me..we had a breakfast together...

He show me his new bike...yes..he bought it...brand new...he asked me to ride with him..yea...
He said just for work...bcoz his work place nearby his house..

Saturday...19 July

Saturday...after worked...me & Leona had a lunch together with Privena & her bf, Mohannad..

After that we when home....I'm so tired...headache some more...

Take a nap for a while...but actually argh...I didn't set the alarm..

Lucky...myB msg me around 5.30pm, if I'm not mistaken...

Take a bath & rushed to his house..

We reached MV at 7pm...collect the tickets & walked around...

Its JCard preSALE at Exhibition Centre..only took 1 blaus...no time to find more items bcoz we have to catch the movie..

Finally...We watched SEPI...so touching...but myB only give 3 stars..whatever..

After that he told me to visit his sis in law at PPUM..so scared..after the movie then when to hospital? If u watched that movie then u know why I'm scared...

It's 1st class ward so we can go in at anytime...

Me...

I'm not in a good mood..but I'm not angry to anybody..

I'm in love...I miss him...

Even I saw him yesterday...

Hamster

Yesterday I'm so bz..so automatically my face will turn to serious...maybe that shown I'm concentrate with my work...

Student came to see my boss...this gang I called hip hop gangs..

Me :Yes? can I help u?

Student: Owh..he's not here ah today? (after looked at my boss's desk)

Me :Yeah...as usual he's in KL branch today...u know right?

Student:Ok never mind..we'll see him tomorrow...

But then 1 of that fella came to bertenggek for a while...& give his goat's smile.."miss why ur face like hamster? make me scared only...be happy..enjoy ur work.."

Me : so I can make this face everyday right? hamster is cute what...

(!@#$%... am I looked like a hamster?)

Will go & watch..

----- Our chat on Thu, 7/17/08 11:14 AM -----

Umie (10:25 AM): (strict face aku ler)

DeanS SS (10:28 AM): kite pg tgk sepi hr sabtu le. . . coz b cuti hr tu. .

After that we all just messaging each other...

I call him & he decided to watch at night...whatever...I just want to watch that movie..

To Chop & Steak

This is late entry to update..yea..bcoz Sue never give me that pix..huhu..this pix I just stole from her fs..huhu...at least I've got it...

kitorang punya port betul2 sebelah aquarium ni...

fruit juices gelas besar...sangat sedap..makanan aku sampai lambat..honeydew juice aku sampai nak separuh aku minum...lama aku tunggu...

gordon blue chicken ( aku), black pepper steak (bob ) , grill chicken (sue)

Sue siap pose lagi...eh aku pun ada pose gak time makan.., mana pic aku sue? dah terdelete ke? owh..maybe Sue lupa nak bagi pic aku...sedapkan ati la... Sue...

Siapa yang x abis makan nih? dah xleh masuk, besar gak portion ini menu...emm...Sue & Bob, bagus betul diorang tu makan abis licin...(psttt....bob yang tolong Sue abiskan makan sebenarnya)

dah nak balik...pic ni blur & gegar...tapi..no choice..

Otakku demam..

Marah aku ke?

aku x suka orang marah2 aku..tinggi2 suara kat aku...

sebabnya...aku pun bukan suka marah orang x tentu pasal..

unless kalau orang tu memang buat salah...& aku tepaksa marah....

kepala hotak aku tengah shot kejap...

maybe esok kembali ok...

Tension Tuesday

Owh..early morning..Dato' looking for my boss...he's not in yet...

After that..I've got headache...

My boss was meroyan.He yelling at me..& scolded me in front my students..

but lucky..everybody understand that sometimes when the monsoon came, he like that one...maybe a bit tension some more he's the only father...maybe I should find a gf for him..

But today a bit happy coz geng patah was coming back..like a sotong tulang lembut, that's why I call them geng patah..this chinese student like to chit chat with me & sit in front of my desk...This is happen when I explain their timetable structure...

Aku : This class will combine with ur class...

Student :Got leng moy meh? (point to name list)

Aku : this girl quite chubby but she's ok & smart..(show the name)

Student : huh..chubby? dont want la..I want pretty girl only...

Aku : u think u handsome ah? ( that fella just smile like a goat)


I call IT dept nobody pick up..suddenly I saw them in front my office's glass door...my boss still calling me...he say sorry to me..owh..he realised what he has done to me..

"Sir, anything u leave a msg on my table ok..tomorrow I'll make the changes for u.."

I still respect people even people treat me bad...only GOD can punish them...

Exhausted Monday..

Owh...hari ni agak awal sampai d office...aku sedaya upaya membuat muka plastic sambil cuba tersenyum manis...cheng..manis ke?

Sebelum keadaan jadi kelam kabut aku arrangekan segala forms & notice yang nak dibagi pada students...lebih kurang pukul 9am..sorang demi sorang student mula masuk opis...lepas kul 9.15am office dah mcm pasar, ramai u...sampai aku x tau mana aku nak layan dulu...but yang bagusnye diorang x bising...

owh..tapi best pulak bila dapat jumpa diorang semua..huhu...at least ada geng betenggek kat meja aku..owh..Khaliffa Nur ingatkan aku pasal Jcard Day...ermm...aku blum bagi kata muktamad..sebab dah frust x dapat pegi Jcard Taman Equin...so aku x mengharap dapat pegi kali ni, kat MidValley, 24 July 2008...

Memang bz la hari ni sampai aku tengok jam sedar2 dah kul 2pm..aku terus capai bekal nasi yang Leona siapkan pagi tadi...x lama dah kul5...kul 6.30 Privena call aku, ajak balik..yea..we all semua letih dengan keje seharian hari nih...

Itu je cerita hari ni...

Dont want to Sleep & not sleepy

Dah pukul 1 lebih..
aku blum tidur lagi..
sebab masih blum ngantuk..
padahal sok aku kena g office awal...
returning sem start esok , budak2 kembali setelah lama becuti...

seingat aku ada 100++...
aku macam malas nak g keja esok...
xbleh,.. kalau aku x datang nanti boss aku kena sawan tarik..
paling teruk dia akan 'jemput' aku kat umah..

aku sedang menggodek 'sesuatu' dengan leona...
ok la aku harus paksa diri aku supaya tidur...
kalau sok aku ngantuk, aku akan jadi monster & menyerang students aku..
kesian pulak diorang yang x bersalah tu kan..

zZzZz...

Nice Sunday

Hari ni mcm biasa aku kuar bfast dgn myB...tapi hari ni lain skit...dia bawak bfast kat tempat baru..tempat baru ni ada byk lauk yg aku suka..walaupun masih pagi tapi lauk untuk lunch dah siap...so sebab dah nampak lauk tu aku jamak je la bfast dgn lunch..myB pun makan nasi campur gak...siap amik petai lebih sebab dia kata x cukup...

Malam tadi aku mimpi jumpa myB..aku merengek2 ajak makan kat usj food court kat bandar kinrara...xsangka plak aku dpt mkn benda yg sama cuma tempatnye lain...owh kebetulan mimpi itu...tapi aku suka sbb mimpi tu jadi kenyataan.....motif mimpi aku? owh..mimpi mainan tidur..

Lepas makan dia bawak aku g taman kat blakang stadium kelana jaya..taman tu ada tasik...ye itu syarat aku kalau nak g taman..aku pun xtau napa dah 2 mggu bturut2 dia bawak aku g taman..aku ok jer..lagipupun time ni la kitorang bleh discuss macam2...tapi disebabkan cuaca redup kalau tak, aku nangis darah pun dia xnak pegi..sorry b...

Masa nak g taman dari car park, myB patah balik g amik newspaper aku g bangku tggu dia..skalinye ada org giler lalu sambil cakap sendiri, mencarut2 & marah2 ..aku dok diam je tp sebenarnye dah nak nangis....then aku nmpk myB sengih2 dari jauh..then dia cuma kata.."Xde ape la tu..dia saje je"..